I think I'm dumb....

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-10-18T13:16:00

2004-10-18T20:18:44Z

Nobody loves me and that's sad..

I need to go cut my hair and buy a dress for friday.. I can't believe I still haven't. I didn't go to school cause I wanted to go to the mall but my mom doesn't want to take me. I'm going to have to bribe her or something..I need her to give me a ride to my sister's on friday. She's going to bitch about taking me so late but eh..

I gave blood on thursday..I was pale and ate cheese its..
I was talking to this guy that I have for fifth period and squirted orange juice at him on accident out of nowhere..it was sad and I laughed..He's tall.
I was weak on Saturday and couldn't pick up anything..
My bread is pretty..Araceli's is ugly..
People lie to me and I believe them..I'm so gullable

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-09-27T15:01:00

2004-09-27T22:03:32Z

Rebekka and Jesse went to visit me at work on Sunday...I was really really red and they took pictures!...It was sad. I liked seeing familiar faces though. Alfonso was suppose to go but he didn't oh and Brenda didn't show up either..sad sad. Sundays aren't suppose to be full like that..its because of that stupid special they have. I found my halloween costume..well I found two...

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-09-23T19:44:00

2004-09-24T02:24:07Z

I've been waiting for so long
For someone to
Mend all the blame
Ive been searching for so long
For something to
anonymous
avenge my name
anonymous
avenge my name

you came here on time
I just hope that it's not to late
I've seen you at night
Biteing the frost of silence
Can you cure us of this fate
Mock the litany in its face
Is that you moatilliatta

I've been waiting for so long
For someone to
Mend all the blame
I've been searching for so long
For something to
Anonymous
Avenge my name
Anonymous
Avenge my name

Hex zero rouge
He'll hybernate no more
The altars run dry
Prefect dictate your final words
does it sting of augur truth
was your temple left in ruins
is that you moatilliatta

I've been waiting for so long
for someone to
mend all the blame
I've been searching for so long
For something to
Anonymous
Avenge my name
Anonymous
Avenge my name

This is the altar
The one that you let me die in
On your knees
How you wept
Much like omertta
The quiet has shielded all intent
On the ground it appears
Like wrath
Avenging the lamb as bait
In a bed of nails you made
Who made this effigy
Is there straw dressed in these fields

And now it won't be long

I've been waiting for so long
For someone to
Mend all the blame
I've been searching for so long
For something to
Anonymous
Avenge my name
Anonymous
Avenge my name

oh man it would have been sooooo cool if one of them was Salvadorian!

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-09-23T19:14:00

2004-09-24T01:57:45Z

So subway isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm going to get two visitors this weekend..yay well I'm not sure if its a yay yet because I always look like a bum..its hard waking up at 5:30 to be there at 6:00! School is fine..Although I dont really talk to a lot of the people I use to talk to..lol..I've noticed I'm a pretty good campaign manager..I should give that a thought. I tend to get a tiny bit psycho but that can change with time..alright then bye now

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-08-25T10:52:00

2004-08-25T17:56:00Z

Hanging out with Brenda is fun...shes cool..I practically live at her house its funny..yesterday we went to go get her hair cut and its short..shorter than I thought it would be..I dyed it black for her..I like it. Today were all going to the science center..Brenda can't come sad sad..I dont like my hair color..I'm going to a sweet sixteen on Saturday..that will be really really fun..I'm happy..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-08-17T17:59:00

2004-08-18T00:46:07Z

So today I officially became a senior..

Man the lines bugged. I stayed with Brenda and Darlyn got separated and went with Jay. Brenda is the best when it comes to makeup that I learned today. Her sister is the cutest but today for some strange reason she was evil...very very evil..

Jovanny and Brenda's birthday is on friday...

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-08-08T15:21:00

2004-08-08T22:22:13Z

Summer has been fun..yay..

A lot of people that I haven't talked to in awhile I've been suddenly talking to its weird...I dont know.. Man Glady's graduated already..Hopefully I'll see her this friday..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-07-19T09:06:00

2004-07-19T15:49:20Z

I'm really tired and sleepy. I dont feel like doing anything right now..I'm only going to go to my second period because I was to lazy to go to first..hopefully I'll do something interesting today..

Today and Yesterday

2004-07-17T15:15:25Z

Man!...Yesterday was weird...I got really annoyed at something that I really shouldnt have and I am sorry :(....but yeah the guys are interesting and I could understand why the girls like to hang out with them...Today is weird too..Felicha and I spent the night at Andres' house..yep yep..I can't sleep anymore...hmm...I dont know what the hell were going to do today...hopefully felish wont get in trouble...

I took a test again..they are sorta addicting....

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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I didnt cheat Andreas was right here!...

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-07-16T14:36:00

2004-07-16T21:43:56Z

You are the mystery woman

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me a mystery...hmmm

Cinderella!

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cinderella?...haha

A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.

Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.

Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.

Your Personality type is the only type that would
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What kind of girl are you?
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gameboy?...hmmm thats very very interesting since I dont even play games?...

My Friday...

2004-07-16T21:32:22Z

I'm at Felicha's house right now!..waiting for people to get here..so far the day has been nice. :)

Guys are stupid oh so stupid....one especially...

2004-07-10T08:45:21Z

Today was fun..went out with Felicha, Christina, and Kristina..shes fun..She talks thats cool..We were going somewhere but ended up not going...I forgot why but yeah we didn't go..I should really start hanging out with them more often. I thought going to the tracks was going to be weird..but it wasn't that bad..it was like whatever..People should really go see Spider Man...its really good. That day was fun..Jay and Fez took a lot of pictures oh and Jay's friends were interesting people...I still want to go see the notebook. The village is coming out at the end of the month..I want to see that too..I need to stop spending money so I could get Linda a present..hmmm..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-25T11:08:00

2004-06-25T18:19:34Z

Jay has my sn and he is going to talk to my buddies...well he already did... At first it was funny...then it turned ugly all of a sudden..I hope he stops because he keeps calling them sexy and stuff like that..now even more people are going to think that I like them..sad sad man..Thats what I get for coming to his house earlier than usual. For some reason live journal has been acting funny..I wonder why. My mom wont let me go out two days in a row..thats weird...now he is trying to take over my journal..I am going to change my password, but I think it is going to be to late....

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-24T14:19:00

2004-06-24T21:03:50Z

Yesterday was interesting. We bought our tickets and stuff...so I guess I really am going to see Spider Man wednesday..yay..I hope its fun..yay okay bye

A hole in my pants....

2004-06-22T21:46:30Z

Today was funny...I had a hole in my pants and it was embarrassing.. Christina had to feed me gum..it was sad..FELICHA was suppose to come but she didn't!..oh yeah yesterday one of my friends disapointed me..I still sorta can't believe it..but whatever... Linda's hair looks nice she cut bangs and stuff.I think I'm going to city walk tomorrow..not sure..I want to invite someone but I dont know if everyone is going to get along so I wont..and I dont want it to be boring either. I need some candy or something.

On the 17 I did not see Steve because I did not want to. It would have just been to weird. I did see Jovanny..not my cousin..but some guy from when I went to middle school..THAT was funny...I also embarrassed my sister that day..I felt bad afterwards..I had fun though..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-19T09:49:00

2004-06-19T16:30:50Z

I'm taking my senior picture!

1 day left...

2004-06-10T22:56:33Z

Darlyn's promotion was interesting...she still is cursed though just like the rest of us..sad sad....I took lots of pictures..A lot of her friends went to city walk but there were 4 boys that couldn't make up their minds whether to go or not..that was dumb...two of them had nice hair..She's spending the night at her friends...They are all funny..We couldn't buy the tickets for the movie. We're going to have to wait until Wednesday.

Today was fun..I didn't go to third period...and after fourth we went to the chinese place..I saw Darlyn's friend Mario..he still didn't want
tell me what soggy waffles means..this time it Bekka, Felicha,Chrissy, and Damaris came with us..after that we just loitered at the movies for like 2 hours...

School is almost over...Friday better be nice and interesting...I dont know how to tango and its sad...not really but still..Jay's dog is a big weirdo..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-06T21:00:00

2004-06-07T03:45:51Z

cold pizza and ice cream are the best!

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-06T14:07:00

2004-06-06T20:57:26Z

Yesterday was my little brothers birthday. We are celebrating it today..hes 10 now..the poor skinny thing has to live with being the only boy..

school is over in a week!...I dont think that I am going to go to school on Wednesday. Its Darlyn's promotion and I want to go..I wonder if she is cursed too..hmmm..I hope they dont all look like twins...oh and Jay and Fez better behave themselves..14 year old girls are dangerous...

volatile emotions...that was yesterday not today...

2004-06-03T22:53:56Z

I need to finish some project for Mrs. Durkee...its not that hard but still...
I need to decide what to during the summer..this summer better be fun..today was interesting..One of Fez's friends took a picture of something he should not have..and I said something I should not have said..and he got made fun of...I also found out some funny things about people..I'm glad school is almost over...

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-06-02T21:25:00

2004-06-03T04:30:15Z

I talked to steve...he still has the same girlfriend..not a surprise..I'm going to see him on the 17..

I lied today....I said that I didn't get annoyed by anyone when they talked to me and I do get annoyed by one person, I just didn't remember at the time...I feel like a mean person but I think everyone gets annoyed by people sometimes so yeah..

nirvanakitty03 @ 2004-05-27T16:35:00

2004-05-27T23:20:51Z

So I have a sister-in-law now and its sorta nice...

Gay people are funny...but homophobes are funnier...

I dyed my hair and I think it looks funny..

I smell like Jay's axe thing..eeekkk

The guy with the green sweater is hot!...:p

Saturday?...movies?...hmmm...

I'm saving 3 lives...

2004-05-19T22:15:31Z

I'm giving blood tomorrow and its scary..I hope I dont faint or something...Rebekka is going to have to be strong for the both of us!

Orange chicken did not taste like orange chicken!

2004-05-16T21:23:43Z

Fridays new place was not what I thought it would be like..Poor Fez throws up when he eats chinese..Rebekka has to come with us next week!...((progress between the love birds is good))..I think she doesn't work...but I dont know...I'm glad school is almost over..I want to go to the beach again..and hopefully next time I wont get sunburn...it lasted a whole week...and I looked funny...My cat scratched me ..and I'm suppose to be her favorite..:(...I need a job...Felicha gets one and gets fired/quits all in one day..lol..Alfonso called me today after 2 months...It was weird..
I always end up liking people I shouldn't like hopefully I'll stop that..and no I dont want people to find someone for me..thank you its kinda embarrasing when people think you like them and they dont like you..very embarrasing and I hate being embarrased..okay then..I hope this thing saves..

oh I almost forgot I live in Montana?!..

Fridays are nice!..

2004-05-01T03:04:09Z

After school me, Linda, Jay, and Fez went to this place called Florida...I think thats what its called....I wanted to try Cuban food. The food was okay, but the service was bad...Mean lady was being mean....When we got out I was in lala land like always.. we crossed the street and then all of a sudden I see Sean..well I didn't know it was Sean..he looked different..I was like "whoa its Sean" Jay made fun of me...so yeah I said hi..and met his friend Andy..he seems funny...
After I went back to where Fez, Jay, and Linda where.. while we were walking Jay and Fez where yelling things I hope no one heard..They picked me up and threw me in the grass again..not nice..its better than the street though.. The mall was funny...Linda was styling Jay's hair and I was just playing with it..

I'm going to the beach!..I'm going to the beach!...yay..

on sunday...